It should've been a fun day but around 11 in the morning I get a text that could have potentially degraded me or made me lose my morals. Which in turn resulted in Hank breaking up with me. WOW!!! Who would've thought. But all my friends knew how to turn what could've been a devastating day around. I'm so thankful for those in my life. My bestfriend- Molly- who I've known since we were in the nursey together at church took me out for my birthday. Our kind of fun was sitting at a sushi restaurant just chatting away. She even made me brownies.
Here is a list of things I thought would happen before I was 25:
- I've always wanted to be married by the time I was 23.
- Knew I'd have at least 1 baby
- Buy a house
- Own my car
God seriously has different plans for me. I guess I'm just trying to rush my life. I need to have fun with my girl friends even though most of them are married. I just found out another friend got engaged tonight. And although I'm extremely happy for her deep down inside I hurt because I want that. I know that sounds extremely selfish but it's not meant to be that way. My time will come & only God knows when. All I can do is continue to pray for my husband.